Ok maybe not so random just that same old feeling of will i ever be complete.
Will my Body & mind ever truly match?
somedays are so hard to tell myself that yes it will happen just keep plugging along i will get there.
Thursday, March 31, 2011
Tuesday, March 29, 2011
Genderqueer Chicago: How To Make Love to a Trans Person
Genderqueer Chicago: How To Make Love to a Trans Person: "by Gabe Moses Forget the images you've learned to attach To words like cock and clit, Chest and breasts. Break those words open Like a p..."
on the road to Kink Fest in Portland OR.
Ok heading out for Portland OR. from Decatur AR. its 2055 miles of mostly new territory so im looking forward to it will have more to say when we stop Tuesday evening some place North West of here.
wow 5 states ( Arkansas,Oklahoma,Kansas,Colorado,Wyoming) in 1 day someplace around 1100 miles called it a day in Cheyenne WY, just waking up now for a shower & coffee more later I promise
Headed out from Cheyenne and just wow lots of open & very pretty. took I-30 very scenic made it to Idaho & drove through a nice bit of very heavy falling snow through the Pass and then some rain but nothing to bad & we made it to Boise for the night onto Portland in the morning
Ok made it to Portland all checked into the Red Lion and the drive through Oregon was just amazing the Columbia River go's through some beautiful country i will post some pic's soon but for now a Margarita and some time to just lounge.
Friday morning up early 2 hour time change but no biggy ready to get set up done @8:30am.
All set up & vending opened @ 12:00 so many friends are here so im sure its going to be a great weekend. Roxy is doing very well the crowd she isn't real sure about but handled it very good im proud of her.
& the day was very good sold some toy's & attended the meet & greet Laura Antoniou read from her new story it was very funny its about a murder @ a gay leather event its very funny.
Saturday morning me & Roxy went & got Starbucks & the girl @ the hotel desk had treats for the dogs in the hotel this weekend they are very pet friendly even had door hangers for the dog's they say comfortable creature inside with a big paw print.
the day was simply great we had so much fun and the evening was quite special to dinner drinks and we have 1 more day of fun to go.
Sunday last day of the event all ways a little sad as its the last day .
we had a very good day & then a friend of Mac's who has a local business called Domo Dogs came to the hotel & made us domo dogs they are great & we visited till 10ish i think we all had a wonderful time and now we head south in the morning for Redding CA. down I-5 should be a nice trip.
Monday 3/21/11 well up about 5am pacific time 7 back home now to get ready to head south down I-5 for Redding CA. it should be a wonderful drive and lots ive never seen we go through some mountain passes & i hope to see some great redwoods as ive never seen any but look forward to that.
Ok made it to Redding CA it was a wonderful drive down the mountains are gorgeous.
Tuesday onto Napa Valley today.
wow we had a great time touring The Hide House & buying some nice leather & i got a grate reindeer hide its really soft & fury.
we had a really nice lunch @ Down Town Joe's in Napa its a grate place right on the River.
now off to Reno we made it over Donner Pass it has lots of snow well over 12 feet but the roads were clear.
We are staying @ Atlantis casino & resort Mac even sprang for the luxury suite on the concierge floor very nice.
ok had a grate Dinner and we each took $20 to give the casino Mac & Rita gave theirs to the slots i went to the electronic poker and had a margarita & finished $33 up so used it ti buy some souvenirs @ the gift shop it was a grate evening .
Well we headed out this morning going south as Mac was worried there might be snow we passed throe LasVages & by the Hoover Dam & stayed the night in Kingston.
3/24/11 ok headed out early down I-40 to OKC it was snowing & icy as we approached Flagstaff saw a couple wreaks but took our time and no problems for us yay....
well we got to OKC just after 11pm & got up and had coffee @ Beverly's on NW expressway with Trent (Ritas son) then went & picked up my sister Beverly & met Mom @ I Hop for breakfast it was a nice visit.
the we hit the road for home.
Ok we made it almost to Dallas with no problems then there was a Police action on the North bound side of the road just north of Dallas & a crash on I 635 but we got through it all and made it home before 7pm and we all fell out very tired but glad to be home after a long 5678.9 miles wow a long trip.
wow 5 states ( Arkansas,Oklahoma,Kansas,Colorado,Wyoming) in 1 day someplace around 1100 miles called it a day in Cheyenne WY, just waking up now for a shower & coffee more later I promise
Headed out from Cheyenne and just wow lots of open & very pretty. took I-30 very scenic made it to Idaho & drove through a nice bit of very heavy falling snow through the Pass and then some rain but nothing to bad & we made it to Boise for the night onto Portland in the morning
Ok made it to Portland all checked into the Red Lion and the drive through Oregon was just amazing the Columbia River go's through some beautiful country i will post some pic's soon but for now a Margarita and some time to just lounge.
Friday morning up early 2 hour time change but no biggy ready to get set up done @8:30am.
All set up & vending opened @ 12:00 so many friends are here so im sure its going to be a great weekend. Roxy is doing very well the crowd she isn't real sure about but handled it very good im proud of her.
& the day was very good sold some toy's & attended the meet & greet Laura Antoniou read from her new story it was very funny its about a murder @ a gay leather event its very funny.
Saturday morning me & Roxy went & got Starbucks & the girl @ the hotel desk had treats for the dogs in the hotel this weekend they are very pet friendly even had door hangers for the dog's they say comfortable creature inside with a big paw print.
the day was simply great we had so much fun and the evening was quite special to dinner drinks and we have 1 more day of fun to go.
Sunday last day of the event all ways a little sad as its the last day .
we had a very good day & then a friend of Mac's who has a local business called Domo Dogs came to the hotel & made us domo dogs they are great & we visited till 10ish i think we all had a wonderful time and now we head south in the morning for Redding CA. down I-5 should be a nice trip.
Monday 3/21/11 well up about 5am pacific time 7 back home now to get ready to head south down I-5 for Redding CA. it should be a wonderful drive and lots ive never seen we go through some mountain passes & i hope to see some great redwoods as ive never seen any but look forward to that.
Ok made it to Redding CA it was a wonderful drive down the mountains are gorgeous.
Tuesday onto Napa Valley today.
wow we had a great time touring The Hide House & buying some nice leather & i got a grate reindeer hide its really soft & fury.
we had a really nice lunch @ Down Town Joe's in Napa its a grate place right on the River.
now off to Reno we made it over Donner Pass it has lots of snow well over 12 feet but the roads were clear.
We are staying @ Atlantis casino & resort Mac even sprang for the luxury suite on the concierge floor very nice.
ok had a grate Dinner and we each took $20 to give the casino Mac & Rita gave theirs to the slots i went to the electronic poker and had a margarita & finished $33 up so used it ti buy some souvenirs @ the gift shop it was a grate evening .
Well we headed out this morning going south as Mac was worried there might be snow we passed throe LasVages & by the Hoover Dam & stayed the night in Kingston.
3/24/11 ok headed out early down I-40 to OKC it was snowing & icy as we approached Flagstaff saw a couple wreaks but took our time and no problems for us yay....
well we got to OKC just after 11pm & got up and had coffee @ Beverly's on NW expressway with Trent (Ritas son) then went & picked up my sister Beverly & met Mom @ I Hop for breakfast it was a nice visit.
the we hit the road for home.
Ok we made it almost to Dallas with no problems then there was a Police action on the North bound side of the road just north of Dallas & a crash on I 635 but we got through it all and made it home before 7pm and we all fell out very tired but glad to be home after a long 5678.9 miles wow a long trip.
Thursday, March 17, 2011
my work out
Ok starting a new spot for my work out.
In Tulsa this weekend
3/12/11: did 15 min on bike 15 on tread mill & 10 on elliptical in Hotel gym & feel pretty good (wonder why no scales in hotel gym).
Day2 in Tulsa 20 on bike 20 on tread mill,
Sunday last day in Tulsa no work out this morning
Monday stayed the night @ Lou & Melissa's had breakfast with Mom no work out
Tue 3/15/11 headed for Portland long drive
wen 3/16 still on the road.
Thursday 3/17 waking up in Boise should reach Portland & the hotel should have a gym.
In Tulsa this weekend
3/12/11: did 15 min on bike 15 on tread mill & 10 on elliptical in Hotel gym & feel pretty good (wonder why no scales in hotel gym).
Day2 in Tulsa 20 on bike 20 on tread mill,
Sunday last day in Tulsa no work out this morning
Monday stayed the night @ Lou & Melissa's had breakfast with Mom no work out
Tue 3/15/11 headed for Portland long drive
wen 3/16 still on the road.
Thursday 3/17 waking up in Boise should reach Portland & the hotel should have a gym.
Monday, March 14, 2011
Tulsa Xspressions weekend
Thursday 3/10/2011 heading north let the fun begin or as we say in Louisiana Laissez les bon temp rouler Aeyyyyyyyy!!!!!!!
Ok spent the night in Arkansas as we dropped Rita off now onto Tulsa today Oh & this is Roxy's first road trip shes doing so well im so glad she got her E.S.A (emotional support animal ) certification .
So on to Tulsa for some fun.
ok got all set up and said howdy's and had some great BBQ with friends and that was pretty much it for Friday.
Sat: went to the hotel gym not a bad work out now coffee & shower then we start vending @9-6 kinda a long day but im sure it will be a fun one & the play party tonight should be fun to its here in the hotel so on with the day.
oh it was a great day and the fun in the dungeon was awesome watching some great sene whips floggings & even a hook pull it was just amazing and so may friends it was such a great evening in so many ways.
ok it early Sunday morning & Master Mac has no idea he will be receiving leathers today im so excited for him ok more on that later time to get my butt in gear see yall soon.
wow Master Malik & Master Bill did a amazing job Master Mac was totally surprised and verey emotional its so wonderful that I was there to witness the honor that the community bestowed on him it was such a great moment all i can say is thanks for allowing me to be there and thanks to all who wure there for it & the intire weekend was just wondeful
Ok spent the night in Arkansas as we dropped Rita off now onto Tulsa today Oh & this is Roxy's first road trip shes doing so well im so glad she got her E.S.A (emotional support animal ) certification .
So on to Tulsa for some fun.
ok got all set up and said howdy's and had some great BBQ with friends and that was pretty much it for Friday.
Sat: went to the hotel gym not a bad work out now coffee & shower then we start vending @9-6 kinda a long day but im sure it will be a fun one & the play party tonight should be fun to its here in the hotel so on with the day.
oh it was a great day and the fun in the dungeon was awesome watching some great sene whips floggings & even a hook pull it was just amazing and so may friends it was such a great evening in so many ways.
ok it early Sunday morning & Master Mac has no idea he will be receiving leathers today im so excited for him ok more on that later time to get my butt in gear see yall soon.
wow Master Malik & Master Bill did a amazing job Master Mac was totally surprised and verey emotional its so wonderful that I was there to witness the honor that the community bestowed on him it was such a great moment all i can say is thanks for allowing me to be there and thanks to all who wure there for it & the intire weekend was just wondeful
Monday, March 7, 2011
Mard Gra
To all our Friends in & out of Shreveport
MARDI GRA
We are home we will be down on the parade route Saturday our spot is on the turn from Clydefant onto kings before the McDonald's hope to see you we do a all day thing we take the grill so if you want come join us.
Samantha
WOW what a great weekend it started Thursday when house guest started showing up. 9 of us went to Shane's (Cajun seafood) and it was great we had Shrimp, Clams, Alligator, Crawfish(aka Mud Bugs),& Catfish just to name a bit of the yummynes.
Friday the day started with a wonderful breakfast then some running around town with out of town guest the day included the Mall,then the casino (Horseshoe) & we all joined the club so wow free buffets yes we did some damage to the buffet & even had a decent winner in the group & free drinks not a bad afternoon @ all then back to the House where more guest have arrived & Miss Rita has Gumbo ready what a great evening good food great friends it was so much fun.
Saturday started early for me & Mac up @ 4:30 to shower then down to the Parade rout @5:30 got our spot staked out and tents up then a huge Thunder Storm blew through we had wind rain & even some hail but we survived without losing any of our tents & then friends started showing up about 11:00am we had loads of food drink & socialising all day even brought some of my Whips & gave lessons to many through the day it was loads of fun then PARADE time oh the fun we had & the beads we collected then it was time to tear down but back @ the house the fun continued into the wee hours of the morning visiting.
P.S. yes some adult fun was had so i say thank you yall know who you are big hugs & smooches!!!!!
Sunday was a late start with a very good Breakfast with house guest a very full table great storeys of the day before & the fun we all had then it was time for out of town guest to say buh bye till next time all ways a bit sad but there is all ways next time so till then as all ways stay NAUGHTY!!!!!!!
Video coming soon
MARDI GRA
We are home we will be down on the parade route Saturday our spot is on the turn from Clydefant onto kings before the McDonald's hope to see you we do a all day thing we take the grill so if you want come join us.
Samantha
WOW what a great weekend it started Thursday when house guest started showing up. 9 of us went to Shane's (Cajun seafood) and it was great we had Shrimp, Clams, Alligator, Crawfish(aka Mud Bugs),& Catfish just to name a bit of the yummynes.
Friday the day started with a wonderful breakfast then some running around town with out of town guest the day included the Mall,then the casino (Horseshoe) & we all joined the club so wow free buffets yes we did some damage to the buffet & even had a decent winner in the group & free drinks not a bad afternoon @ all then back to the House where more guest have arrived & Miss Rita has Gumbo ready what a great evening good food great friends it was so much fun.
Saturday started early for me & Mac up @ 4:30 to shower then down to the Parade rout @5:30 got our spot staked out and tents up then a huge Thunder Storm blew through we had wind rain & even some hail but we survived without losing any of our tents & then friends started showing up about 11:00am we had loads of food drink & socialising all day even brought some of my Whips & gave lessons to many through the day it was loads of fun then PARADE time oh the fun we had & the beads we collected then it was time to tear down but back @ the house the fun continued into the wee hours of the morning visiting.
P.S. yes some adult fun was had so i say thank you yall know who you are big hugs & smooches!!!!!
Sunday was a late start with a very good Breakfast with house guest a very full table great storeys of the day before & the fun we all had then it was time for out of town guest to say buh bye till next time all ways a bit sad but there is all ways next time so till then as all ways stay NAUGHTY!!!!!!!
Video coming soon
my work out commitment
OK got started on 1/9/2011 start weight 184.4lbs butt naked
work out today 5 minutes stretching 20 minutes on bike not a bad start & i do feel kinda good now just have to keep it up!
summery week 1: start weight 184.5 4.5 hours working out weight 180.0 =4.4 lbs lost
week 2: 2 days driving 4 hours working out weight 179.8 under 180
week 3: 1 day driving 3 1/2 hours working out 178.5 not to bad & toning starting to show.
summery week 4: was sick first 4 day's only got in 2 hours working out & @ 177.5lbs but back on track.
Day34: 30 min on treadmill & 10 on bike and feeling pretty good (note had a few Margaritas last night so surprised to be feeling this good ) last day @ this hotel so i will miss this view.
work out today 5 minutes stretching 20 minutes on bike not a bad start & i do feel kinda good now just have to keep it up!
summery week 1: start weight 184.5 4.5 hours working out weight 180.0 =4.4 lbs lost
week 2: 2 days driving 4 hours working out weight 179.8 under 180
week 3: 1 day driving 3 1/2 hours working out 178.5 not to bad & toning starting to show.
summery week 4: was sick first 4 day's only got in 2 hours working out & @ 177.5lbs but back on track.
Day34: 30 min on treadmill & 10 on bike and feeling pretty good (note had a few Margaritas last night so surprised to be feeling this good ) last day @ this hotel so i will miss this view.
Summery week 5: 4 hrs working out +(not sure how to figure the just walking around part but 4 hrs sight seeing walking) so not a bad week all in all
2/18/2011 in Washington DC.Summery week 6: just over 2.5 hours working out but had lots of driving this week need to do better on work outs.
Day 44: after a few hours drive im now in Dallas @ South Plains Leather fest will do the gym in the AM.
Day45: 30 min on bike &10 min on stair stepper wow is it tuff but this hotel has no tread mill so will make do with what they do have. Day46: early vending opening today @ 8am so will have to work out later.
Day47: didn't get a work out today as it was last day vending & load out and drive home from Dallas.
Day48: Ran all day didn't get a work out in.
3/1/2011 Day49: 30 min on bike
Day50: spent a good part of the day in the shop then took Rita shoping.
Day51: 30 min on bike
Day's52-55: had guest in for Mardi Gra so no work out Day56:
Thursday, March 3, 2011
Randome Thought
Well as I'm laying here with my Roxy(my dog)on my chest the shear serenity i feel from her is well hard to describe but I'm thinking that if the world had a big helping of it we all would be much better off.
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