on the road to Atlanta & FFF(fetish fair flea)

Ok doing some running getting ready to  hit the road early AM Thursday like 5ish. Really looking forward to FFF in Atlanta as I have some great friends there and some that are even more than that they are my family & yall know who you are i will be seeing yall soon!


Ok hit the road @ 5 just me & Rita on this one Mac's sick but we will suffer though without him LOL...

                                        sun rise heading east on I 20
approaching Vicksburg Mississippi so far a nice drive.

                                         crossing the Mississippi on I-20 heading east

                                        another crossing the Mississippi on I-20 south side of bridge going east
it was a easy & nice drive to Atlanta got in about 3:30 pm got all checked in @ the Decatur Holiday inn in Atlanta now a nice evening relaxing and setup is tomorrow @ 2pm. me & Rita went down to the hotel gym &  pool now back to lounging gab @ yall tomorrow.
Fri. morning woke up early laid around then went down to the hotel gym did the treadmill & elliptical whew i felt it to now a light breakfast and then a shower we don't setup till 2pm today so a easy morning from this point.
Ok vending opened @ 6 and there are so many of my favorite people here Atlanta has a great kink community. Only 3 hours vending today went to the meet & greet they had some very good food & even some drink once again many of the people I all ready know but some new faces in the crowed as well.
Leather corset & leather kilt & boots up to my ass all with shiny buckles is the uniform of the day well that's all for now will be back after today's fun ;)
Going to the Dungeon with Sherie & im sure to find some naughty fun it is a Dungeon after all.

Had a great time not to say any names but a certain fellow with a great mustache was getting a nice whuppin saw many friends & made some new ones as well. The event area was full of amazing outfits the lady's all in Leather and amazing corset's the fellows all nicely dressed in Leather as well chaps,boots.vest etc.......
so now im saying goodnight & may your dreams be naughty.

Last day of FFF Atlanta waking up feeling a little yucky hope im not getting sick their is a bug going around .ok coffee maybe that will help me then a shower. & down for the last day of vending its all ways a bit sad saying buh bye but should be seeing most of the vendors in about 2 weeks @ Providence RI for the next FFF. We vend till 3ish today then load out we will spend the night here then head home early in the AM Monday.

Ok got started out of Atlanta shortly after 5AM and its a rainy drizzly morning

                                  Leaving Giorgia into Alabama on I-20 west to Birmingham

                                         that's Meridian Mississippi in the rear view the dreaded bad luck zone on I-20 every time something bad happens  to us on I-20 its in or near Meridian still raining.

                                        Mississippi bridge heading east from Vicksburg Mississippi all most back to Louisiana.

                                        on the Mississippi bridge & that's the train trestle on the north side of the bridge.

                                            looking south over the Mississippi about to inter Louisiana.

not sure about Chump car series team 31 they may be very good I do know the guy driving this rig with California tag's is a road rage prick.

                                  the rig say's chump car series team 31 (chump car racing well it sounds like a bad name for a racing series really Chump car)

                               Horseshoe casino in Bossier about to cross the red river into Shreveport almost home.

   Downtown Shreveport as we cross the red river less than 5 miles to home im so ready to get there.
only 1,218 miles and we are back home.

Ok its all over & it was so good seeing so many friends Daddy Mikey,Amy ,Sherrie Fox,Miss Martha,Cellia Tan,Danny ,Dottie,Liz,Cowboy & so Many more & to all the new folks hope to see more of you all.
Only 10 days till we head out for Providence RI for the winter Boston FFF.

wakeing up this morning

Ok in a little better mood this morning about to head home and yes I still think their are way to many people on the planet who should be summarily and brutally removed from the gene pool.But that I probably shouldn't be the one to do it.

Why it just sucks

Why do I keep trying I so hate that I feel this way & I just keep putting on a smile for the world. Some days its really hard not to just scream. I see couples together the guy is so proud to have such a pretty women & then their are so many pretty girls and the attention they get and all I can think is I will never have that chance. I know some people think that's silly but I have that thought more & more. I'm so tired of telling myself some day but @ this point I will never get to be the young pretty girl and that well for the lack of a better term pisses me off!!!!!!!! so @ 46 im still trying to achieve that which seams will never happen for me.The worst part of it is for $$,$$$ it could be fixed but as im one of the have knot's such is life.  So I say it just sucks!!!!!!
but that said I will keep trying as the alternative well its just not a option.
im quickly developing a just fuck it attitude with a bit of why give a shit thrown in to boot if I have to be stuck like this i sure as hell don't have to be pleasant all the damn time. its just so fucking hard and im tierd of weighting my turn as it looks like its not comeing any time soon.

Uniform of the day

Black leather corset & leather kilt & boots up to my ass all with shiny buckles is the uniform of the day.
I will take a pic today if even from my phone stay tuned

                                                with my jacket still on

                                            Ok ready for work bring em on
taken with my cell hope they are ok.

time to get to it

Ok happy all is good public face on and once again im sure that everyone will think all is good in Samantha land. Ok lets get to it time to go to work

Oh just FUCK it

its so fucking funny i had to post it in my blog

on the road to Phoenix & @ SWLC

                                              Sunset approaching Deming NM.

well left the house @ 3am and a long day across Texas & calling it a day and staying the night in Deming NM. another 5-6 hours then we should be @ the hotel in Phoenix will add more tomorrow nightie night.
headed out from Deming shortly after 8am nice drive and beautiful day warm & sunny made it to Phoenix shortly after 2 now 1,244.6 miles done we are @ Hilton for SWLC its going to be a great weekend .
9pm & all setup ready to start vending tomorrow now for a Margarita or 2 and a bit of socializing I do like SWLC its a fun event.
Friday morning @ SWLC in Phoenix used the hotel gym nice work out .now some sweet creamy coffee and then a shower and go see who has arrived as I'm sure they will be coming in all day more later.
What a great day so many friends are here Oklahoma,Chicago,Canada, really East to West North & south even some really kewl new people that I'm just getting to meet & the energy so far is amazing and the weekend is just starting.
The contests & presenters & vendors and then the sun go's down and the naughty fun starts.
Wow what a great day so many fun folks and the Dungeon great play Scene's who doesn't like watching a beautiful women whip up on a cute Asian guy and Jason the boot black you give the best face my leathers love ya Honey DaBoi you are a lucky girl ;-) the evening was full of so much positive energy it's all ways sad when the last day gets here but we still have today so im hopeing to see many of yall today for hugs & smooches that's the best part of saying buh bye till next time so please come see me today before you go.
Ok another great day @ SWLC we had a wonderful time with friends & evan made a few new ones. So with the day winding down and dinner done im in joying a margarita and watching some TV till the morning when we head back east.
Ok hit the road early heading east and the sunrise over the desert leaving Phoenix is just amazing.

                                                       sunrise leaving Phoenix
after 13 hours driving made it to Midland Texas and calling it a day having a Margarita and hitting the bed. will head east in the AM and should be home early evening.
2,536 miles safe and sound van unloaded of  personal luggage & now to spend wednesday lounging (ya right like that will happen) then we head for Atlanta Thursday morning for FFF (fetish fair flea) so till then as all ways stay naughty.

just some pic's from the road through the Arizona desert

                                        rocks in Texas canon Arizona

                                          More rocks

welcome to a new day

Well its Monday morning and my coffee is hot sweet & creamy. so as i enjoy the wonder of a new day im thinking to myself thank you planet Earth for still turning east to west the sun has risen in the east & it will set in the west so im saying thanks for the day in between.

P.S. only 2 days till we head for http://www.southwestleather.org/

Kewl links to my friends

this is the list I know Thea's personally if you visit please let them know i sent you

http://rubelpresents.com/

http://www.marvelousmayhem.com/catalog/index.php

http://www.nativeamericanexotics.com/

http://www.corset1.com/

http://crazyladys.net/

http://www.passional.us/

http://www.theshoeguy.com/

http://www.mtleather.com/index.html

yet anouther thing

as its been a cold dreary kinda day ive been looking @ hair replacement stuff online there is some really great systems as they call them out there but once again i come to the realization im poor & yet another thing that would make me look and feel better about myself is out of reach i hate knowing that Thea's things can be fixed but money keeps them out of my reach. and that said i will keep on keeping on its one of those days i fined my self dwelling on how will i ever achieve that which i have to as the thought of not doing so is well a place i don't want to go to. baring something extraordinary such as lottery or very generous gift of $$$ guess the best i can do is just deal with it
things to help me achieve my goals:
1 continue the Raffle http://www.thekinkshop.com/kink_004.htm
2 keep saving my part of the event profit
3 ? not sure but anything that comes my way accept it

soup salad & 2 baleine's (very yummy) and 6 great girl friends it was a wonderful afternoon thanks


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Lunch with the girls

I do so in joy this day of the month off to meet the girls for lunch @ Olive Garden food drink & great company its going to be a blast

This E-mail pisses me off everytime

Why do the ass holes never understand this e-mail just pisses me off "I have a fantasy & since your not really a woman" what makes them think this is what I what to here & why would I give a crap yes im bi but what demented part of the brain makes someone think this is how I would want to be approached really its just stupid

Gender Identity Disorder Debate

As someone who has to pay as i go as i don't have insurance or access to public funds this is still scary to me.

Morning

Well just a quick post as im finishing my second cup of coffee getting excited as SWLC is less than 2 weeks away.
http://www.southwestleather.org/
its going to be a blast and as our first event this year im thinking its going to be a very good year. and if your interested this is some more links to other event we will be @ this year and the list is still growing.
http://www.thekinkshop.com/kink_003.htm
And just a mention check out the Raffle page to while your looking ;) thanks to all who have purchased tickets as I think its a great cause and it's a nice set of toys worth well over $1,000 http://www.thekinkshop.com/kink_004.htm

Resolutions

as I think about the coming year and what i should make as a resolution . Things such as be of more help to the community & my friends and for myself  be more feminine many things on this subject such as SRS, hair,weight,etc....... I find myself starting to feel that how will i ever accomplish it realistically well as I all ways do put on my best public face and try to keep going forward day to day. Keep pushing the Raffle and saving where I can .but I keep thinking baring something extraordinary will it ever happen I guess that's all i can do.Well hope I haven't depressed anyone that really wasn't my intent. So I will finish by just saying may your year be a safe and good one and see you as we go through it hope to see you at the other end of it.