yet anouther thing

as its been a cold dreary kinda day ive been looking @ hair replacement stuff online there is some really great systems as they call them out there but once again i come to the realization im poor & yet another thing that would make me look and feel better about myself is out of reach i hate knowing that Thea's things can be fixed but money keeps them out of my reach. and that said i will keep on keeping on its one of those days i fined my self dwelling on how will i ever achieve that which i have to as the thought of not doing so is well a place i don't want to go to. baring something extraordinary such as lottery or very generous gift of $$$ guess the best i can do is just deal with it
things to help me achieve my goals:
1 continue the Raffle http://www.thekinkshop.com/kink_004.htm
2 keep saving my part of the event profit
3 ? not sure but anything that comes my way accept it

soup salad & 2 baleine's (very yummy) and 6 great girl friends it was a wonderful afternoon thanks


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Lunch with the girls

I do so in joy this day of the month off to meet the girls for lunch @ Olive Garden food drink & great company its going to be a blast

This E-mail pisses me off everytime

Why do the ass holes never understand this e-mail just pisses me off "I have a fantasy & since your not really a woman" what makes them think this is what I what to here & why would I give a crap yes im bi but what demented part of the brain makes someone think this is how I would want to be approached really its just stupid

Gender Identity Disorder Debate

As someone who has to pay as i go as i don't have insurance or access to public funds this is still scary to me.

Morning

Well just a quick post as im finishing my second cup of coffee getting excited as SWLC is less than 2 weeks away.
http://www.southwestleather.org/
its going to be a blast and as our first event this year im thinking its going to be a very good year. and if your interested this is some more links to other event we will be @ this year and the list is still growing.
http://www.thekinkshop.com/kink_003.htm
And just a mention check out the Raffle page to while your looking ;) thanks to all who have purchased tickets as I think its a great cause and it's a nice set of toys worth well over $1,000 http://www.thekinkshop.com/kink_004.htm

Resolutions

as I think about the coming year and what i should make as a resolution . Things such as be of more help to the community & my friends and for myself  be more feminine many things on this subject such as SRS, hair,weight,etc....... I find myself starting to feel that how will i ever accomplish it realistically well as I all ways do put on my best public face and try to keep going forward day to day. Keep pushing the Raffle and saving where I can .but I keep thinking baring something extraordinary will it ever happen I guess that's all i can do.Well hope I haven't depressed anyone that really wasn't my intent. So I will finish by just saying may your year be a safe and good one and see you as we go through it hope to see you at the other end of it.