Well I find myself awake way to early this morning so thought I would take a minute and say to those of you who have shown a bit of concern for my oh lets say my less than normally wonderful self. Really I'm Ok its just well its been a tuff time for me and what I call me stuff but I promise no cliff's,over doses,bullet's or other such things are even a consideration.
I'm not the type & its just not a option.
Friday, September 30, 2011
Tuesday, September 27, 2011
Folsom Fring & Street Fair in San Francisco
http://www.folsomfringe.com/home & http://folsomstreetfair.org/
9/20/2011
DAY 1 on the road
OK hit the road @ 3am headed west for San Francisco for Folsom Fring & Street Fair weekend.
1,970 miles from home to Folsom made 924.6 miles today & 14 hours driving time made it to Deming NM. lounging on the bed till 5am ish shower grab a bite to eat and hit the road and see how many miles I can knock out.
9/21
DAY 2
A shower & quick bite then back on the road not sure where I will stop tonight but should be some place in California San Francisco Folsom weekend getting closer with every mile.
More when I stop tonight till then as all ways stay NAUGHTY.
OK I was planning on being within 100 miles or so but got stuck in traffic for several hours a really bad truck wreck but made it within 250 miles not bad only 3-4 hours on into the event hotel depending on traffic.So with that i say till morning good night and naughty dreams to all my peeps.
9/22
DAY 3
OK waking up my plan is a shower coffee light breakfast and hit the road only have 3-4 hours drive time should make it in by noon easy but no rush check in @ the Double Tree isn't till 3pm I'm sure they wont mined a early check in but I'm going to take today's drive nice and easy.This part of the drive is the nicest as far as scenery as its through some of California's wine country.
So with that I will say more after I arrive at the event hotel.
Ok all checked in & chilling before the Folsom Fringe Breaking the ice social tonight.
More after i get back from the fun ;)
Had a Blast some great people are all ready here & the fun is just starting spent some time in the hot tub met a great poly family looking forward to seeing more of them.
Ok had 3 Martini's this evening so I'm calling it a day more to come tomorrow.
9/23
DAY 4
OK set up this morning in the Vendor room @ 10 so a nice easy morning I was good went down to the Gym (note to self 3 Martini's makes for a tuff work out the next morning) now for a shower & then get around to set up.
more coming soon.
Ok set up was easy and the vendor room is much nicer then last year.we had some good sales & we were there till 8pm but the day went pretty fast all in all it was a ok day.
Back in the hotel room had some Tequila and crashed.
9/24
DAY 5
well its going to be a long one as we vend 9am-9pm then tear down and get ready to go to Folsom Street in the morning I think we need to be there about 7am but that's tomorrow so on with today.
Ok it was a very long day but good now we head out in the morning for Folsom Street Fair.
9/25
DAY 6
Ok got down to Folsom Street @ 7:00 second in line to get in we got to out booth area unloaded and set up quickly.
The day started off with a light misty rain that didn't last long as the day got going the Naughty,Perverted,Gay& just plain twisted came out in droves it was flat out a amazing day.
Here's a few pics I got through the day before my cell died.
9/20/2011
DAY 1 on the road
OK hit the road @ 3am headed west for San Francisco for Folsom Fring & Street Fair weekend.
1,970 miles from home to Folsom made 924.6 miles today & 14 hours driving time made it to Deming NM. lounging on the bed till 5am ish shower grab a bite to eat and hit the road and see how many miles I can knock out.
9/21
DAY 2
A shower & quick bite then back on the road not sure where I will stop tonight but should be some place in California San Francisco Folsom weekend getting closer with every mile.
More when I stop tonight till then as all ways stay NAUGHTY.
OK I was planning on being within 100 miles or so but got stuck in traffic for several hours a really bad truck wreck but made it within 250 miles not bad only 3-4 hours on into the event hotel depending on traffic.So with that i say till morning good night and naughty dreams to all my peeps.
9/22
DAY 3
OK waking up my plan is a shower coffee light breakfast and hit the road only have 3-4 hours drive time should make it in by noon easy but no rush check in @ the Double Tree isn't till 3pm I'm sure they wont mined a early check in but I'm going to take today's drive nice and easy.This part of the drive is the nicest as far as scenery as its through some of California's wine country.
So with that I will say more after I arrive at the event hotel.
Coming into San Francisco from the Oakland Bay Bridge.
Ok all checked in & chilling before the Folsom Fringe Breaking the ice social tonight.
More after i get back from the fun ;)
Had a Blast some great people are all ready here & the fun is just starting spent some time in the hot tub met a great poly family looking forward to seeing more of them.
Ok had 3 Martini's this evening so I'm calling it a day more to come tomorrow.
9/23
DAY 4
OK set up this morning in the Vendor room @ 10 so a nice easy morning I was good went down to the Gym (note to self 3 Martini's makes for a tuff work out the next morning) now for a shower & then get around to set up.
more coming soon.
Ok set up was easy and the vendor room is much nicer then last year.we had some good sales & we were there till 8pm but the day went pretty fast all in all it was a ok day.
Back in the hotel room had some Tequila and crashed.
9/24
DAY 5
well its going to be a long one as we vend 9am-9pm then tear down and get ready to go to Folsom Street in the morning I think we need to be there about 7am but that's tomorrow so on with today.
Ok it was a very long day but good now we head out in the morning for Folsom Street Fair.
9/25
DAY 6
Ok got down to Folsom Street @ 7:00 second in line to get in we got to out booth area unloaded and set up quickly.
The day started off with a light misty rain that didn't last long as the day got going the Naughty,Perverted,Gay& just plain twisted came out in droves it was flat out a amazing day.
Here's a few pics I got through the day before my cell died.
Ok first cheeks of the day 7:30 waiting to get onto Folsom St. to set up.
Some Leather people & A TG Brother they were a great couple(&for you who ask she has flesh colored pasties on.
She do's red very well & he likes it to.
a very fun couple who played in our demo area for quite a bit way fun.
another smokin hotty gotta love the leather.
a very sweet couple & she was just precious.
she liked the liquorish twist right away & left with one.
The pirates are in port as well.
she is the fun one in this couple wink wink ;)
pony & gladiator love the pony's.
& the boy's are out to
from the back hes a cutie to and neither of them was bad.
another pony & Lady in her cart & the boy in the pink bra got some nice lashes on his back from our viper.
she was so nice blue hair and all.
all I can say is her outfit was latex & I wish I could pull it off as well as she do's.
Victorian or steam punk I'm not sure but they were loads of fun to.
Both were so kewl & so full of youthful energy how could you not like them.
her leathers looked like denim very nice the whole outfit is leather.
They both were having a lot of fun & looked good coming & going ;).
Ok that's it for the pic's I got all ready looking forward to next year so till then as all ways stay NAUGHTY!
Saturday, September 24, 2011
Just why?
Just why? What a stupid question like any of it really matters truth be told most of life is hard and doesn't amount to a hill of crap & in the end we all die.
yes I think I'm losing a personnel battle but then oh well doesn't losing mean its supposed to be over!
Correction battle lost I surrender no longer a combatent now let it be over!!!
Correction battle lost I surrender no longer a combatent now let it be over!!!
Monday, September 19, 2011
Well it's Monday load out for Folsom Fringe & Street Fair
Ok the day has arrived Load out this morning for Folsom Fringe & street Fair in San Francisco.That means a bit of work this morning & then this afternoon I get to be pampered a bit Mani/Pedi yay I'm so ready.then back home some personal packing still to do taking extras as I'm hoping to get some pic's/vid's for my content building project ;)
Then try to crash early as I head west @ 3am ish so have a good day & I will bug y'all on twitter.
Then try to crash early as I head west @ 3am ish so have a good day & I will bug y'all on twitter.
Sunday, September 18, 2011
Sunday morning
Well only 2 days till I hit the road heading for Folsom Fring & Street Fair & a lot still to get done but that said I can see the light @ the end of the tunnel.
3am Tuesday morning will be here before I know it so a few toy's to finish and bags to get packed.
will need 2 more bags than I usually do as this will be my first trip taking a wardrobe for pic's as I'm hoping to get lots of content material for LadyMarieTS & SamanthaTG project.
(see Content building post earlier in this blog)
So that said time to get my hinny moving.
3am Tuesday morning will be here before I know it so a few toy's to finish and bags to get packed.
will need 2 more bags than I usually do as this will be my first trip taking a wardrobe for pic's as I'm hoping to get lots of content material for LadyMarieTS & SamanthaTG project.
(see Content building post earlier in this blog)
So that said time to get my hinny moving.
Wednesday, September 14, 2011
LadyMarieTS/SamanthaTG cam girl host On iFriends
LadyMarieTS/SamanthaTG cam girl show host On iFriends
To y'all who know me yes I'm doing this hoping it will bring in some of those much needed funds for my SRS & the other feminising procedures.
Ok once again chatted till nearly 4am that was 8 hours before i new it.
I seam to be quite a good chatter but will have to work on my skills of seduction I seam to be lacking in that area(a little surprised by it) a great flirt but its much easier in the real world face to face.
but they did seam to stick around not in & out so I'm taking that as a good sign.
Next step build content for my fan club those who know me understand the effort that will take LOL I'm thinking some fun to be had its becoming quite fun & something I look forward to.
so here's to becoming the best cam whore I can be stay tuned for updates.
Ok content building as I'm going to all the events I get to attend I'm thinking there should be some good opportunity's for fetish type content working on that.
So if your in Shreveport or the general area and like taking pic's/vids Fetish,Boudoir,Risque,TS(transsexual),Mistress,Domme,Adult please give me a shout lets talk.
E Mail: samanthagriffin71104@yahoo.com
I seam to be quite a good chatter but will have to work on my skills of seduction I seam to be lacking in that area(a little surprised by it) a great flirt but its much easier in the real world face to face.
but they did seam to stick around not in & out so I'm taking that as a good sign.
Next step build content for my fan club those who know me understand the effort that will take LOL I'm thinking some fun to be had its becoming quite fun & something I look forward to.
so here's to becoming the best cam whore I can be stay tuned for updates.
Ok content building as I'm going to all the events I get to attend I'm thinking there should be some good opportunity's for fetish type content working on that.
So if your in Shreveport or the general area and like taking pic's/vids Fetish,Boudoir,Risque,TS(transsexual),Mistress,Domme,Adult please give me a shout lets talk.
E Mail: samanthagriffin71104@yahoo.com
Another Hump Day
Well looks like another hump day has reached us so hope you all find some NAUGHTY in it I know I'm going to!
Oh I have found someone who is much better @ the whole Techy thing & editing photos so content on iFreinds is increasing so please stay tuned both on SamanthaTS & LadyMarieTS its going to be fun.
Oh I have found someone who is much better @ the whole Techy thing & editing photos so content on iFreinds is increasing so please stay tuned both on SamanthaTS & LadyMarieTS its going to be fun.
Sunday, September 11, 2011
on iFriendsCam Show progress Saturday night
Cam Show Progress
SamanthaTG cam show host & soon to be stare On iFriends
Ok last night was so much better everything worked like it was supposed to no technical difficulty's yay.
Chatted till nearly 4am that was 8 hours before i new it.
I seam to be quite a good chatter but will have to work on my skills of seduction I seam to be lacking in that area a great flirt but just couldn't get my visitors/guests to go into the private room.
but they did seam to stick around not in & out so I'm taking that as a good sign.
Next step build content for my fan club those who know understand the effort that will take LOL I'm thinking some fun to be had its becoming quite the fun & something I look forward to.
SamanthaTG cam show host & soon to be stare On iFriends
Ok last night was so much better everything worked like it was supposed to no technical difficulty's yay.
Chatted till nearly 4am that was 8 hours before i new it.
I seam to be quite a good chatter but will have to work on my skills of seduction I seam to be lacking in that area a great flirt but just couldn't get my visitors/guests to go into the private room.
but they did seam to stick around not in & out so I'm taking that as a good sign.
Next step build content for my fan club those who know understand the effort that will take LOL I'm thinking some fun to be had its becoming quite the fun & something I look forward to.
Saturday, September 10, 2011
Late night quicky post
Well first attempt at Cam chat was Technical failure maybe the operator failed but i couldn't get the cam to work right. so here it is after 2am and I'm calling it a night frustrated but not beaten.
Friday, September 9, 2011
Friday morning
Well got the iFriends approval mostly a online id thing to complete have to go get a better cam as mine wont focus good enough for the ID to be clear.
So will be doing the cam host or as a certain friend says cam whore LOL.
Guess I will fined out weather or not I cam draw people to a show soon & I'm thinking I will just have to have fun with it and hope others like it we will soon know.
So will be doing the cam host or as a certain friend says cam whore LOL.
Guess I will fined out weather or not I cam draw people to a show soon & I'm thinking I will just have to have fun with it and hope others like it we will soon know.
Wednesday, September 7, 2011
So not sure how this post is going to go
Ok I don't want this to come across as all kinda manic I'm really kinda confused (more so than usual).
I just cant seam to shake this feeling of desperation & its starting to well it just isn't me. It's like my time is running out I'm stuck in a in between place. No not the TS thing ( all though connected) more like the world changed and I'm on the last page.
Yes I think its great that young people are coming out and getting the opportunity to transition & at the same time i keep banging against the same old it can be done but not for you thing.
Mostly I think that i get along so as that most people don't know just how bad I'm hurting.
I never was the suicidal type (would rather make every one ells as miserable as myself first)but that said I think that I'm starting to understand why some choose it as the way to end the pain.
Most people just think oh keep on you will get there but I'm quickly approaching that place to where why bother if all i get to be is a old lady.
I say fuck that its not enough and that said I'm screwed as the funds for feminising procedures just isn't coming but for now I keep trying to go forward like I have a choice in it.
I just cant seam to shake this feeling of desperation & its starting to well it just isn't me. It's like my time is running out I'm stuck in a in between place. No not the TS thing ( all though connected) more like the world changed and I'm on the last page.
Yes I think its great that young people are coming out and getting the opportunity to transition & at the same time i keep banging against the same old it can be done but not for you thing.
Mostly I think that i get along so as that most people don't know just how bad I'm hurting.
I never was the suicidal type (would rather make every one ells as miserable as myself first)but that said I think that I'm starting to understand why some choose it as the way to end the pain.
Most people just think oh keep on you will get there but I'm quickly approaching that place to where why bother if all i get to be is a old lady.
I say fuck that its not enough and that said I'm screwed as the funds for feminising procedures just isn't coming but for now I keep trying to go forward like I have a choice in it.
Challenge for the day
the challenge for today is to finish the registration approval proses for the iFriends network .
I'm a little surprised at how much they actually need before you can play naughty on a cam. LOL..
P.S.
hopeful it will add to the funds for SRS!!!!
I'm a little surprised at how much they actually need before you can play naughty on a cam. LOL..
P.S.
hopeful it will add to the funds for SRS!!!!
Hump day
ok looks like it's Hump day so I think we all need a good one hope the day brings lots of NAUGHTY fun to you all!!!!!
Sunday, September 4, 2011
Last Night
Ok without naming names went to a local groups munch last night. As you might think it was great company a bunch of pervs hanging out together how could it not be!
good food wonderful company and the highlight for me co topping a sweet boi with his Mistress she did a bit of needle play on him then I worked him over with some floggers and finished him off with some nice lashes it was sweet I like it when they cry ;)
so to his Mistress I say thanks for sharing as all ways stay naughty
Samantha
good food wonderful company and the highlight for me co topping a sweet boi with his Mistress she did a bit of needle play on him then I worked him over with some floggers and finished him off with some nice lashes it was sweet I like it when they cry ;)
so to his Mistress I say thanks for sharing as all ways stay naughty
Samantha
Sunday Morning thought's
Ok as I'm having my morning coffee once again i fined myself dwelling on the biggest hurdle in my life. How to raise the funds to continue forward on my journey through this life?
No I'm not depressed but yesterday was a ruff day but as all ways i got through it LOL. But as I look @ my social feeds it got me to thinking what could I do to get 774 twitter followers & 108 friends/family on FaceBook as well 253 friends on FeLife to send just $10.
Taking some cross over into consideration say that's 1,000 people who @ 1 time thought I was worth a friend request that would be $10,000 not a small number but what a real help forward that would be!
so to those of you who take the time to read this I sincerely ask what would I need to do to convince you I'm worth the effort to send just $10 less than the cost of a first run movie or dinner out Thea's days.
P.S. yes I have a PayPal account
No I'm not depressed but yesterday was a ruff day but as all ways i got through it LOL. But as I look @ my social feeds it got me to thinking what could I do to get 774 twitter followers & 108 friends/family on FaceBook as well 253 friends on FeLife to send just $10.
Taking some cross over into consideration say that's 1,000 people who @ 1 time thought I was worth a friend request that would be $10,000 not a small number but what a real help forward that would be!
so to those of you who take the time to read this I sincerely ask what would I need to do to convince you I'm worth the effort to send just $10 less than the cost of a first run movie or dinner out Thea's days.
P.S. yes I have a PayPal account
Really thinking im going to do this
Ok I'm really thinking about doing the online cam host (cam whore as a friend puts it LOL) with the funds raised going to feminising procedures.
I bring this up because I'm not sure I would have enough of a draw to make $$$ so any of yall who read this with a honest opinion I would like to hear from.
I bring this up because I'm not sure I would have enough of a draw to make $$$ so any of yall who read this with a honest opinion I would like to hear from.
Saturday, September 3, 2011
Weight loss update
weight loss update weighed in @ 168lbs this morning yay ok now just need to switch to maintaining & toning.
Now to figure out how to kick fund raising for feminising procedures into high gear so much needs to be done.
But getting closer so tired of this nagging feeling of desperation its so not me really.
Now to figure out how to kick fund raising for feminising procedures into high gear so much needs to be done.
But getting closer so tired of this nagging feeling of desperation its so not me really.
Friday, September 2, 2011
Fund Raising Attempts
Transition, Feminising, SRS(Sexual Reassignment Surgery) fund raising attempts.
1. Saving : hard to do as life requires a roof food and water results minimal.
2. 1/3erd of profits after expenses: most successful so far but slow going.
3. the Toy bag Raffle: surprisingly slow going considering its a great set worth well over $1,000.
4. begging: niel nada zipola nothing guess I'm a bad beggar.
other ideas
1. cam model: not sure I could draw a audience but considering it (the TS might have a draw)
2. more begging: I don't expect much better result.
3. Lotto, Power Ball, Mega Million tickets: as good a chance as anyone ells.
4. be open to other suggestions: ????????
1. Saving : hard to do as life requires a roof food and water results minimal.
2. 1/3erd of profits after expenses: most successful so far but slow going.
3. the Toy bag Raffle: surprisingly slow going considering its a great set worth well over $1,000.
4. begging: niel nada zipola nothing guess I'm a bad beggar.
other ideas
1. cam model: not sure I could draw a audience but considering it (the TS might have a draw)
2. more begging: I don't expect much better result.
3. Lotto, Power Ball, Mega Million tickets: as good a chance as anyone ells.
4. be open to other suggestions: ????????
Thursday, September 1, 2011
Pic of the day
it's Thong Thursday that's why and because I can ;)
and yes it's me see my Tramp stamp.
Free whip to a follower
Self promotion ok from the followers I have on twitter who also follow my blog I will be giving away a 12 plait snake whip ether leather or nylon worth @ least $100 winners choice. So if you follow me on both twitter & my blog before the 31st of August you could be the lucky owner of a great whip & shipping will be on me as well.
Leather will be black & if you have a color you like in Nylon Para cord i will try to oblige depending on stock.
and the winner is BootBlackBlast so please send me your choice from the 2 snake whips.
Check out the web site www.thekinkshop.com
Leather will be black & if you have a color you like in Nylon Para cord i will try to oblige depending on stock.
and the winner is BootBlackBlast so please send me your choice from the 2 snake whips.
Check out the web site www.thekinkshop.com
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