Tuesday, June 28, 2011

looking forward to a easy Day

yup all ready to head for TesFest in NJ tomorrow so today looks like a easy day.

Tuesday 6/28 schedule:
1: take time enjoy coffee
2:shower
3:Manie/Pedie  eyebrow waxing
4:shopping
5:relax as its a early morning on the road heading north to NJ for TesFest 2011.

yup a easy day.......

Sunday, June 26, 2011

I Apologize

I have been a bit on the negative side lately for this I apologize as I have probably been louder than I should be so as I reign myself in to those of you who I have offended I do apologize.

so to you all I will do better
Samantha

Just a Thought

Ok I have 570 followers on Twitter & 136 friends on Facebook & 231 on FetLife if all these people donated $5 or $10 to my surgery fund wow what a chunk that would be so I'm putting out a request for a bit of help should you be so inclined my Pay Pall account is.
http://www.paypal.com/   @  samanthagriffin71104@yahoo.com

so if you bothered to read this I say thanks for your time & attention

we all have 1

This would be my dream car its just impossible to not be seen as strait up sexy driving one of these beauties...
1964 Corvette Stingray

Friday, June 24, 2011

TGIF & only 4 days till I hit the Road for 3 in a row

OK its Friday still lots of work but starting to see the light @  the end of the tunnel we hit the road next week for a 3 events in a row Tess Fest in NJ ( http://www.tesfest.org/ ), Thunder in The Mountains in Denver ( http://www.thunderinthemountains.com/main_frame.htm ), ending up @ GWNN Bash 18 in Austin TX. ( http://www.gwnn.net/bash.html ) So looks like a fun trip and looking forward to seeing many of my purvey friends & making some new ones.

Thursday, June 23, 2011

Not So Random Thought

Not So Random Thought
 $$$$$$$$$ yes that one its hard dealing with the fact that all it takes is $$$$$$ and I could fix the things about my body that literally cause me pain every day of my life. And truth be told there is nothing I wouldn't do for enough money for some things its not so much but then others its a lot a whole lot of money.
I save & save and still my goals are so far out of reach its hard to stay positive & some day's I fail miserably at that.
I know there are others with problems & issues out there but will it ever be my turn i feel I've paid plenty of dues in my 46+ years as a teenager I volunteered hundreds of hours in the summer & I've served my country as a US Marine (Granted it was a attempt to fight my true nature but got a honorable discharge) donated to charity both money & time I worked for 12+ years with hospice & even in the alternative community of Leather & BDSM it would be hard to find a group or contest that hasn't been at least given donations of our Toy's for fund raisers .

All that said im just in the will it ever be my turn mood !!!!! 

My Alter Ego Lady Marie TS

Lady Marie TS
As I live in Shreveport & into BDSM i have been in the lifestyle for many years and I'm very proficient in most forms of play I practice bondage, single tails, floggers,paddles,cbt, etc.........

I'm looking for those select few whom wish to be in the service of a truly dominant sadistic female of special talents as I am a pre-op TS. Can you submit? If you think you may be one of these special ones to whom I am willing to train, by all means make yourself known to me.  But be aware I am very select as my time is limited and the privilege of serving me is not granted lightly.

Wednesday, June 22, 2011

Murphy's Other 15 Laws

Murphy's other 15 laws some are very good .


1. Light travels faster than sound. This is why some people appear bright until you hear them speak.


2. A fine is a tax for doing wrong. A tax is a fine for doing well.


3. He, who laughs last, thinks slowest.


4. A day without sunshine is like, well ... Night.


5. Change is inevitable except from a vending machine.


6. Those who live by the sword get shot by those who don't.


7. Nothing is foolproof to a sufficiently talented fool.


8. The 50-50-90 rule: Anytime you have a 50-50 chance of getting something right, there's a 90% probability you'll get it wrong.


9 It is said that, if you line up all the cars in the world end-to-end, someone would be stupid enough to try to pass them.


10. If the shoe fits, get another one just like it.


11. The things that come to those who wait may be the things left by those who got there first.


12. Give a man a fish and he will eat for a day. Teach a man to fish and he will sit in a boat all day drinking beer.


13. Flashlight: A case for holding dead batteries.


14. The shin bone is a device for finding furniture in the dark.


15. When you go into court, you are putting yourself in the hands of twelve people who weren't smart enough to get out of jury duty.


Sunday, June 19, 2011

Another Year Behind Me

Another year behind me and still haven't had SRS(Sexual Reassignment Surgery). I find myself dwelling on ways to raise funds for any & all Feminising procedures as I'm finding it harder to get through a day without dwelling on how far I still have to go & the cost of it.
Most people just think oh you do so well & your so strong you will get there.Well its just so hard every day that passes it seams that my goals just get further out of reach & I pretty much just have to keep it to myself as nobody really wants to know how desperate I really am.
So tomorrow I will put on a smile & face another day...........

Tuesday, June 14, 2011

South East Leather Fest (SELF) in Atlanta

6/9
Thursday early AM hitting the road for SELF in Atlanta how I do like Atlanta loads of Naughty Friends see yall soon.
Ok 609 miles down & @ the hotel & set up is 7:30PM so have time to chill a bit & check out who's here all ready.

6/10
well it's Friday & the first day of  classes/demos contest & vending & some naughty fun play to end the day I'm sure so sounds like a plan now on with the day more after.
Enjoyed some good Cigars & great talk checked out the Dungeon / play space some very kewl scenes going on single tails,spankings and such as that now back in my room chilling on my way to la la land of naughty dreams so nightie night more tomorrow.

6/11
morning coffee time and then shower see yall in the event area @ 10ish
uniform of the day .
Leather BDSM Officer.
ok had a great day hanging with every one @ SELF today and the vendor room was a blast so many friends and we even sold a bit now onto the evening & the contest's

and the Winners of SELF16 Southeast M/s Dan & Mellissa, Southeast bootblack, boy dave, Mr. SELF, EJay, Ms. SELF, Angel propps.
Winners of the SELF Community Award, slave elcca & Lizzy!

Congrats to them all now onto some more fun.

      6/12 Sunday the last day as all ways a bit sad as we say our buh bye's but we still have a few hours to enjoy the comarodery of each outher & we will be drawing for the pair of floggers @ noon today  so please stop and say BUH BYE & hugs today! Enjoyed a great evening @ Miss Marthas some great food & drinks and just visiting with her out on her patio it was very nice.

6/13 ok hit the road early for home it wasnt a bad drive we made it home safe & sound mid afternoon 3pm after 1275.2 miles total this trip

Wednesday, June 8, 2011

Morning Work Out

Ok I have been a bit lax but made the effort this morning.

some stretching 30min on bike & more stretching.

Feel pretty good that i did it now on with the day.

Monday, June 6, 2011

My Dream Bike

on the OCC web site http://www.orangecountychoppers.com/bike-customizer you can build your own this is what i did & i would absolutely ride it.

Women in Leather International event in Dallas

http://wil-international.org/event.html

Friday 6/3
Heading to Dallas for Women in Leather & looking forward to the event's workshop's presenters & Elders panel.
Day1: arrived early & yes its a bit strange not vending but in a good way. Went by the vendor room said hi then got out of the way so they could get set up.Registered & went to my first class of the weekend it was called all Tied up by Cherries Jubalie very kewl class it was mostly about head space's very informative . Then relaxed some before the meet & greet which was very good lots of leather folks & mostly friends all ready some new faces to me then went down by the pool and spent the rest of the evening enjoying cigars & some great conversation with friends it was a very good day.

6/4
Day2: started strange for me not having to get around for work/vending had coffee and just spent the morning relaxing before going to the General membership meeting of Women in Leather then i think I'm going to at least 2 classes today that seam interesting to me more on that after.
Ok the Sexual Service through touch class was very good Miss Kitty & boiJen are both quite fun as well as informative as i suspected its very groovy to be touched fondled & caressed all high on my list of things i like.
Phoenix's class on Decorative Cutting was very informative as Ive never done or had a cutting after this class my interest is peeked it doesn't seam quite so out there i will look at Cutting much closer as like i said my interest is peaked.
Ok a bite to eat then off to watch the Women's International Leather Legacy contest.
The contest was great fun to watch and interesting as the interviews & presentations that the 2 contestants were required to do were being judged and then talyed some fun was had as a drag queen preformed and then some cookies were consumed from breast it was great fun but as all contest do it came down to the announcement.

And the winner and first Women's International Leather Legacy title holder is.
Tracy Wolf congratulations and may your year be all you hope it to be!!!!!      
 and after I got to spend some time enjoying cigars out by the pool with some great friends be before the dungeon opened I do so enjoy spending time with Master Bill & Master Jack its all ways a good time and that's pretty much how my Saturday ended not a bad day at all in my book now some rest then the brunch & Elders panel tomorrow.

6/5
Day3:Brunch & Key Note slept in & then went to the brunch where we had some good food & camaraderie.Then time for Key note speeches Ultra Domme (KarenCrecelius) was first ans she spoke to deceivers and lier's who have infiltrated our community & are trying to rewright our history to suit them & there needs & then it was Caro's turn and she spoke to Womens history and how the seeds of what we do today was seown in the 30's&40's and how we need to save whatever is left and so much was lost during the AID'S epidimic and how we shuld all document and save as much as we can and make agangments for whatever we may have after we are gone as things have a way of disapering at that time.
Elders Panel

left to right Hardy Haberman,Ms. Susan,Caro,Master Ces,Mark Fraseir,Dan Perry
it was simply fun & amazing spending time listning to them and then it was over way to soon time for Buh By's hugs & kisses untill next we see each outher may it be soon.

a few pic's from the weekend some of the naughty folks i like to spend time with now & then
Master Ces & "Mama" Sandy Reinhardt 2 amazing Women

Jayson & Honey DaBoi my fave bootblack and his girl 2 really great people

Hardy & Mark

Top & Bonnie 2 of my faves from Florida

Caro shes all ways a blast

Rayna all smiley and happy

well thats anouther fun event & weekend behinde me see ya in Atlanta next.

Wednesday, June 1, 2011

My new Badge

My new Badge for my leather uniform i had it made by Smith & Warren who make real Police badges